a day special as any other day is.

woke up.
blur.
kong said meet him or smthg wit an approximate meaning.
wore formal.
found out i have t run round KL.
in formal.
never mind.
i will b special.
i dont mind the attention.
they gave t-shirts.
for free.
and a cool rhino.
bicycles.
all bicycles.
all helmets.
no formal wear.
all cyclists.
no runners.
means no running.
no attention.
never mind.
...
i'm HIV+. can i giv u a hug?
yup.
i wore that around me 4 a few hours n walked around the place.
gt hugs frm strangers.
nice.
like t hug.
jus that nt evry1 wants t be hugged.
...
i'm declared HIV-.
and HIV + five min later.
...
to sum up.
i gt hugs.
i'm seeing ms ko on tuesday.
n her baby.
fun.

regurgitation

worker bees consume pollen and nectar.
digest it.
vomit it out.
n form royal jelly.
4 queen t be larvaes.

parent birds find food.
store it.
regurgitate.
n feed their young.

male emperor penguins vomit curd like substance from their oesophagus.
rich in protein n nutrients.
t feed their babies.

any1 wonders hw kissing came about?

yup.
mothers chewing d food
vomitin it t feed their babies.

evolution brought us kissing.
who knows what kissing will evolve into in d future?

ulcers

ulcers.
cause pain.
dont like pain.
try nt t move my lips.
cant smile.
they say smilin uses very little facial muscles.
too bad it moves d lips too.
cos i ve ulcers.
feel pain while smilin.
feel pain while talkin.
feel pain while eatin.
feel pain while tryin nt t feel pain.
so pain to the extent of nirvana.

number of ulcers is directly proportional to mass of a basketball and its initial speed.
air resistance is negligible.
orientation is taken into account as number of ulcers would be replaced by brokened nose displaced n degrees to an unknown direction.

lesson.
play more ball.

pain on the surface.
pain within.
pain.
ignored.

同窗们

去年今日此门中，
人面壁帘相映红。
人面不知何处去，
哀阳依旧升于东。

光阴逝，
无觉。
友情挚，
无悔。

回味之欢乐，
笑忘之伤感，
谅解之误会，
一切，
珍藏于胸膛。

人之路遥
遥中有直
直中有湾
湾中会逢
逢于今后
后会有期。

saturday

pay 95 bucks 4 breakfast,
lunch,
listenin t intelligence 4 hours,
and a test.
worth it?

i think i passed d test.
no,
if i fail, i ll jump and achieve nirvana.

met raynolds.
he is not mad.
he is indescribable by words.
vivek told me his mom's name.

serene and edwin's farewell.
went steamboat.
more fun.
food's delicious
bloated.
serene took over 50 mussels/marcels.
photos.
still feel bloated.
is this nirvana?
no, i think not.

sunway

god knows how many times i went t sunway.
can b counted wit my fingers.
but the times i went,
its fun.
wit friends.
its always fun t b wit friends.
esther is here.
poh hui oso here.
watched movie.
bout hunchbacks.
evil.
eva.
and pockets full of sunshine.
and su ern suddenly look diff.
then went meet may suen.
and joshua.
and conflict between food.
endin in some fish shop.
manhatten.
which has salmon.
and a spoon stuffed into my mouth.
dint talk much.
its 'funner' t listen t ppl talk.
jak o donuts are delicious.
we were in d smokin area.
n i dont like smoke.
went t bridge.
no moon.
nt many stars.
universe is wide.
n still expandin.
n earth is so insignificant.
yet so significant.
small.
yet so big.
relativity.
how diff ppl look at the same thing and see frm diff perspectives.
humans.
i m one myself.
bad luck dat im one.
never mind.
zhen's dad cmin.
public bank.
went there.
then kong went back.
then su ern fetched us back.
sat like an igor on jason's lap.
and i 4gt t ask su ern's mom's name.
reached.
finished hundred smthg pages of bisingr.
tdy's fun.
d dy we slay cambridge.

before chem...

how r u?

fine, mom.

d u hv any papers tdy?

yup, chem in half n hour.

oh... ok. good luck.

thx, mum. bye.

bye...

taymun meetin...

1 missed call.

oops, mom called durin exam.

lucky its on silent.

phone buzzed.

1time

2 times

3 times

4 times

ok, more then 3 times, sm1 callin.

mom?

yup, its mom.

but would it interupt d meetin?

message her 1st.

chiun min goin out?

follw them.

mission: call mom.

cant gt her.

phone off.

tried 3rd time.

gt her.

what? shes here?

waitin at my place?

almost ran there

in the rain

mom want t pick me from campus.

insisted.

said i ll gt sick.

obeyed her.

as always.

15 mins later...

gt on car.

mom's hair is shorter.

redder.

shes smilin

father's drivin

his presence there as always,

smwht powerful.

but mom's the twitterbug,

u look skinny,

better eat more.

i brought cake and chicken.

have to eat more

u r growin up

afterwards go uni so small size no girl want

.....

4.30

have to placate her by eatin the stuff she brought.

even though nt hungry yet.

her words,

eat nw.

later 7 go eat dinner.

then buy bread.

11 hv supper.

nw is only tea time.

.....

then father said,

hv t go.

afterwards traffic jam.

fridy last paper izit?

physics?

sleep early.

mom

later only go,

father

go nw,

like u havent seen ur son for one life time.

man of few words

bt when he speaks, u listen.

firm as always

then went,

bye...

?

zhen: is there any girl u like before?

daniel: my mom?

i thought that was pretty obvious.

mayb she 4gtten.

zhen: what would make u go after a girl?

if light does go into a blackhole, it doesnt, come out, then the energy should be converted into smthg which...
mass in the 1st place attracts light...

should i drink yam milk tea?

a girl?

or should i buy chocolate milk?

y would i go after a girl now?

y suddenly ask me this?

i did anytin wrong t girls?

or did they found out that my mom loves me.

but yam milk tea is so heavenly...

or is it a new style of interrogation.

or...

daniel: err...

mom said dont go after girls now.

dad said there are plenty of girls,dont have rush.

mom said chase them later, girls are all waitin to be conned by men. dont kno whether shes tellin d truth or nt.

y is sue ern standin up?oh shes movin here.

zhen: or u havent think about it before?

well, i ve never thought bout it that way bfore.

i think bout what would make girls go after men.

though i never acted on my analysis.

nt gd t create misundrstdins

daniel: yup.

so mayb chocolate milk...

the queue now is so long...

zhen: so do any of u think that i like any1?

but melamine...

kong, tim, jason.....: dhruva...

su ern: ( smthg bout terrence and his hairstyle)

su ern: let me ask that question, the one u just asked.

zhen: thats like a no brainer. so do any1 think that i like any1?

su ern: i asked that question.

tim: that 1 i answered long time ago.

yup. its facinatin hw humans cant stand t be silent.
mayb i should stick to chocolate milk...

bugger melamine.
im nt dyin of kidney stones.
god still has plans 4 me.

and its so fun to tense and relax ur whole body.
u will gt a kind of drunken walk if u do this while walkin.

more tags

gt tagged again. my as well gt it over with.

Instructions
Remove 1 question (any from below) and add in a personal question, make it a total of 19 questions.
Tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.
NO TAG BACK!!

1. What are your nicknames?

standard 1: wu yun( dark cloud)

a-levels: big breast mom.- all bcos of a lab coat which got inside a bathrobe and sagged.

2. What is your favourite thing to do?

think and stop thinking

4. Is there someone in your heart right now?

my mom.

5. What are you afraid to lose the most?

i ve nothing to lose. evrything t gain

6. What do you feel like doing right now?

drink chocolate milk

7. If there's someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

of course. told my mom once. gt so high.

8. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you!

errrr...

he's a good boy.

he's hardworkin.

he's taller now...

9. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?

never thought bout it. i think the other way round. what the other half wishes from me. but i dont care much. cos my mom told me nt t have gfs 4 d time being.

10. What are the things that will make you think that he/she is bad?

i dont think anyone is bad. they do things for reason. unless they dont have a reason. then i'm speechless.

11. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?

salmon. chocolate milk. apple juice. root beer. malta. is that more than 1?

12. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?

logically, any1 with a sound mind will choose both.

13. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?

t express myself more. t communicate.

14. What is the one thing you love about yourself?

i'm alive.

15. If you can bring only one thing along with you to another world, what would it be?

a towel. accordin t hitchhiker's guide t the galaxy, its the most the most useful tool t have wit u.

16. Are you afraid of falling in love?

evrytin has a time. it comes when it wills. time reveals evrytin.

time flies like an arrow. fruit flies like an apple.

17. If you become the opposite sex of you, what will you do??

i wont. so i wont burden myself thinkin bout it.

18. What if the one you love doesn't love you at all or doesn't have any crush on you?

if u want my advice, move on. but if u r askin me, love is very subjective. until he has unconditional and unbiased love for all beings, men will not find peace. even if no one loves me, i ll love them all the same.

19. what's ur mom's name?

Lee Bee Swan.